Denial....Denial...Denial....
I really think I was in denial of exactly how far I have let myself go! Shawn brought a few pictures home last night from his parents.....there is two with me sitting on the kitchen floor crossed legs holding their new puppy.....and OMIGOD I am HUGE!! I was shocked....I mean I see myself naked every morning....and I KNOW I have gained weight...but holy shit that picture was a slap in the face of reality. I look obese. I was instantly depressed. My husband knew it too and knew why. He asked me and I said "I look sooo bad in those pictures!!" He replies....."Babe, don't worry you are doing something about it....you will do it "
My husband is very lean...he hit the heaviest of 182 last week....he goes on the scale today 175 WHAT THE F*CK!! He eats like a freakin apple instead of a chicken wing and POOF the weight falls off him. Here I am changing my eating completely working out every day......and it will take me a lot longer to lose.
"Stamps the ground with foot" NOT FAIR !!!
*sigh*
Anyway I had to rant......and the old me would of seen those pictures and went out and bough Mcdonalds....but no not the new me....the new me stayed in points!! Yay!
28 year old Canadian girl trying to lose the weight!!
No more excuses!!
Sit, relax, grab a cup of tea and join me in my quest to lose some weight !!
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- I'm a 30 year old, happily married and sick of being fat!! I have recently joined Weight Watchers!! I have joined WW serveral times before but this time I want to make a real effort to give it my all. I have been struggling with my weight for as long as I can remember. I am at my all time highest weight and need to do something about it. I want to have children soon and want to make sure I am at a good weight. I would love support on this journey
3 comments:
I feel the same way when I look at myself in picture. Lovely how men just think about losing weight and it happens.
oh girl, I am SO THERE WITH YOU!!! I hate seeing pictures of myself because it's like a slap in the face of how I REALLY look.
And dude, my husband stepped on the scale yesterday and had lost 12 pounds in 2 weeks. WTF?????
He didn't even stop eating fast food - his work was crazy busy and he was more physical...THAT'S IT!
not fair, those men. We have to have more fat on our bodies, go through the period crap, have babies...what do they have to do?? Go bald and their eyebrows grow together?? THAT'S IT!
Sweetie... you are going to do this, I know you are. Men are always so much quicker to lose, that's why we HATE them!!!!!! LOL.
I go through that with my dad, he will snack 4 times a day besides his meals, bad snacks too, but he works out as much as I do, and he loses twice as much as me.
HATE RAYS!
And I'm sure when my boyfriend starts working on this next week, I'll have to be jealous of him too.
But hey, at least with our boyfriends/husbands if they lose weight we get to oogle them. :)
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